Friday

I feel like I need some sort of inspiration. I'm going through some things right now that have left me feeling alone and out of place.
It's ironic to me that I started this deployment thinking I had a lot of great friends and that they'd be there for me. You truly find out who your friends are when you're going through something. Now the women closest to me are women I've never met in my life. Connected by a common bond - they've been there for me when nobody else was. Again, ironic.
I'm grateful for all of the experiences I have. Some people have questioned my reasons & logic but I'm the only one who knows how the things I've been through are what have shaped me into who I am today.

I'm going home to Ohio on April 8th. I just want to get away.